No I don’t want that

I really had no idea how complicated life can become.

Unrelated to that comment, I’ve been sick in bed for 2 days with nausea, headache and clammy skin. Stupid body broke down on me. Isn’t it enough that I am fighting my brain’s natural tendencies at every turn? Fuck!

This aft I decided that I am no longer sick. I cleaned the kitchen and fridge, took a shower, and did a little tidying up. I’m going to the office tomorrow no matter what.